Kick away, my precious darling

In those dark moments when I worry about my little girl and whether or not she's alright, feeling her move is so reassuring. At 34 weeks (and 2 days!), I've been feeling gradually more optimistic about the future my family has in store and pushing away negativity and worry more easily. But after seeing another mom's heartbreaking loss recently, it sent me into panic mode again. And so, while musing hopefully about my little bundle, I started writing this poem.


Kick away, my precious darling
It gives me comfort so! 
Even when it might be startling
It’s enough to make me glow

Kick away, my little dear
Remind me that you’re there
Ease your mother’s fear
Save her from worried despair

Kick away, my miraculous blessing
My precious gift from above
It is not at all distressing 
It makes me fall more in love

Kick away, my tiny one
A few nudges are welcome too
As each day’s rising and setting sun
Bring me closer to holding you

Kick away, my cherished babe
It is so much like a sweet embrace
In time the sensation will fade
As I look with wonder upon your face

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